In a way, I'm your opposite; I don t mind getting hurt, I don t mind getting involved, I don t mind having a lot of feelings all at once. I don t mind going crazy, I don t mind having the intensity. I m actually a sympathizer of a little insanity.

You try to control things, keeping them simple and rational. I understand that was necessary to grow up. But now you're here and not a kid anymore. You re here and life is here. And I can see through your eyes; you re this person with a huge potential, but you prefere not to take the risk. Once you could not afford to take the risk, but now you can, and still, you don t do it. I know who you can be. Every time I look at you I have the same feeling. I know you re not John Doe. I told you that, and you insist you re just like anyone else. I still haven t figured out if you really think that.

Every time I think of you makes me sad. Not because you left me, but because you re not taking advantage of your potential. Why do you choose that ? You can be better. You don t have to be far and cold with everyone around me. Or everyone in the world. Why can t you be that warm person I met ? It s not my imagination. Yes, you can be that. You won t fall apart if something bad happens. You re solid. We all are, we can always re-build and say yes we did our best. Instead you choose shallow and cold. And it hurts me. It hurts people.

You re polite, but it s not enough. Don t play as this was a game, it s not. I was caught not by what you are today...